Dream Diary-3

Its been ages since i have written again.. My dreams tend to get evaporated after i wake up. I guess its all because i am noting them down here. So the number of dreams have decreased but the magnitude of scary ones has increased. I remember only one dream from today morning because i have started forgetting my other bad ones. This one led me to my office where i am working peacefully. Then i am leaving for shopping to the nearby market and i plan to go home alone while usually my boss drops me off. Now generally i avoid such situations and do the shopping before but it was my dream after all..

I went to do the shopping and surprisingly its winter and i am wearing black coat that i always dreamed of wearing instead of the dull pink one i have. And i am moving through the shops looking through the windows enjoying myself when i found myself running because some 3-4 people have started chasing me. That's weird was the thought that occurred in my mind because i didn't do anything and people are chasing me. Some people i don't know who helped me by encouraging me and holding my handing during this marathon-like chase. I was scared and had to trust the people helping me. My heartbeat rate increased and even in my sleep i knew something bad is going to happen. All of a sudden i returned to consciousness and realized i was holding my pillow tightly and my heart beat slowed. Without opening my eyes i calmed my breath and slipped back to sleep.

Shayad yehi Life hai..!!

Mujhe pata hai yeh mera first hindi post hai ab tak and sab surprised honge ki main hindi mein kyun likh rahi hoon.. actually mujhe break chahiye tha english se.. toh socha yahan par break le loon.. full time angreji padh kar and padha kar main bore ho gayi ;) kya karun meri job he aisi hai.. mujhe angreji mein baat karni padti hai and padhana padta hai english mein, toh bore toh ho he jaungi na.. :D

Hindi mein apni friends se baat karti thi phone par roz, woh bhi ab is city mein nahi hai toh kabhi-2 baat karne ka compromise karna pada. Bechara phone sirf message aur apni boss se baat karne k time par he bajta hai nahi toh sirf message karne bhar ki he iski reputation hai ab. :D Meri best friend is samay Kolkata mein hai and uske papa abhi wahan gaye hain. Maine uske liye ek churan ka packet, 2 anchor stitch kits, ek beautiful sa plastic ka packet jismein yeh sab samaan aagaya woh bheja hai. Woh mere liye coloured pens, necklace and aur bhi cheezein bhej rahi hai.. Sunne mein bachhon jaisa lagta hai par yehi sab woh cheezein hain jinko har baar use karte samay ya fir dekhte he uski yaad ayegi. Apne purane din yaad aayenge jab hum donon saath mein shopping karne jaate they. Main hamesha mere ghar se nikalte waqt late karti thi and woh chillati thi. Shivalay mein mast 2 ghante shopping karte they kabhi jewellery ki dukan par toh kabhi churan ki.. Time toh lagta he tha chahe crowd ho ya na ho. Jab bhi shivalay gay toh wahan k golguppe nhi chhode :) soch kar mann lalcha jata hai..

Uske baad woh parade jana and wahan se books lena.. course ki books lene k time par jaan nikalti thi.. novels lene k time par excited hotey they.. woh itna time nahi lagati thi coz usko pata tha ki usko kaunsi book chahiye.. lekin mere ko time lagta tha kyunki main random book reader hoon.. jo samajh aati hai utha leti thi..

fir uske baad recharge karwate they mobile ka.. mere paas kabhi recharge k liye paise nahi bachte they hamesha zaroorat se zyada kharcha karti thi.. woh apne budget se chalti thi and mera recharge karwa kar kehti thi ki tum mera kisi din karwa dena and main baad mein uska balance dalwati thi.. Uske baad hum log ya toh apne gahron k liye tempo pakadte they ya fir mere ghar jaate they..

Humne 4 saal aise he bitaye hain.. Jo yeh padh raha hoga usko lag raha hoga ki hum logon ney kitna enjoy kiya.. and yeh sach hai hum log masti bhi karte they, gussa karte they and saath mein mazaak bhi karte they..

Ab hum donon ko ek doosre ki bheji hui chhoti-2 cheezein dekh kar tassali karna padta hai.. aaj main akele shivalay jaati hoon, akele parade jati hoon.. zaroorat bhar ka saman lekar bina chat khaye aati hoon.. kitabein dekhne mein abhi bhi utna he time lagta hai lekin mere ko baar-2 ghoorne wali ya impatient ladki mere aas paas nahi hai..Mobile recharge karwane men aafat aati hai.. paise hote huey bhi nahi karwati yeh sochkar kiske liye karun? usse toh online baat ho jaati hai.. fir yeh sochti hoon ki kaunsa har baar online jane ka mauka milta hai.. messaging se he kaam ban jata hai..

City nahi badli lekin aadatein badal jaati hain and uski wajha se log badal jaate hain.. shayad main bhi badal gayi hoon.. apni purani friends se bhi ab khali normal messaging hoti hai phone toh door ab kisi k paas message se he haal chaal poochne tak ka time nahi hai.. yehi haal ab mera hai.. Shayad life badal gayi hai hum nahi badle.. Jo aapki life mein ata hai woh chhodkar chala jata hai lekin dobara woh kis mod par aa jaye yeh koi nahi janta par woh log aate zaroor hain.. Shayad yehi life hai..!!

A beautiful and terrible day

It was a nice and hot day as usual because we were not having any monsoon rains so it was dry too. I wanted it to change but just because i thought so it wont happen. Well i asked my dad to drop me to office for a change because i don't travel by tempos in this hot and sultry weather as it harms my skin a lot.

In the office i went through my daily routine of teaching kids and then having lunch reading, novel and finally drawing a diagram for one of the kid's project. While doing so the sky clouded and it became windy. it began to rain and storm all of a sudden. i was happy to see the change. It was a terrible storm but beautiful.. yes in my opinion beautiful. The landlady (she is old) she stepped out in the rain enjoying it. I felt as if she is remembering her childhood days or something.I wanted to do the same but i din't have spare clothes.Then a sudden gust of wind sent her in and i stood watching at the rain and storm for a while and went inside to complete the drawings.
Then it stopped. Everything was wet and cool. My boss didn't turn up so i waited for the students and told them that the coaching was off and started off for home.

The environment looked washed out and beautiful and so green. The rickshaw got stuck in traffic jam and i felt after 1 year wishing that i was on bike with someone. somehow it took me 1/2 hr to reach the tempo stand. then i waited for tempo to turn up but so many passed by and all were full. So i walked to power house where stuck in jam i saw a tempo in which only one girl was sitting and it was going near my destination. i sat in it and thanked my lucky stars.
wherever we turned there was a fallen tree and broken electricity line. It was a chaos all over the city. The tempo guy didn't know the different routes and we guided him. He informed us that he was low on CNG. I cursed my bad day but then somehow we reached the destination and i walked the way back home to find no electricity. The whole city was blacked out. There was news of fallen trees, people injured and lots of bad stories. In turn i thought if there would have been more trees in the city may be this must not have happened. Whatever wrong is done by the man later on falls on him.

Small experiences

You know, i am working in this office for 2 months now and it will be 3 next month on 5th. Anyways, i have learned some new stuff such as how to use stationary normally and not normally. Sounds weird no? But it is so..

1) Pencil/pen
Normal use:- Writing
Not normal use:- hitting kids on their heads when they are not listening to u

2) Eraser
Normal use:- erasing stuff
Not normal use:- scribbling the name of the institute on it, playing sharpener and eraser fight when alone

3) Scale
Normal use:- Drawing lines
Not normal use:- using plastic small scales(and breaking them) for hitting kids (reminds me to buy a new one)

4) Scissors
Normal use:- cutting paper and other material
Not normal use:- Opening the lid of my lunch (especially the box containing dal)

They are day to day useful stuff without which i cant complete my day. Apart from this i am supposed to avoid lizards and their off springs, especially the off springs because they don't know when their life is in danger and might come under your shoes. So when i go to my office's washroom i have to look left and right(both floor and ceiling) before opening and closing the doors because one doesn't know with lizards specially the black ones.

There's another rule that i have put in my office(for myself because i am alone most of the time there) never ever leave the doors of the office room open when going to washroom. A cat- yes my dear a cat can enter the room without your knowing and hide under your desk. When you come back you might see that cat looking at you with its pale green eyes, questioning your authority and looking haughty. It might complain by mewing at you and make you feel like running away but never run instead back off from the door and say 'shoo' and it will run away giving u a glare of 'I'll be back don't forget it!' which might turn your legs to jelly and make you somehow drag yourself to a chair. (last time i saw some monkeys outside causing the racket so this security is more like necessity, cant afford my office to be trashed now can i?)

Well this is how my day goes most of the time and i hope i get more entertaining days as the time passes by.

Dream Diary-2

Well now i am having at least two dreams in a month.. I dunno why is this happening. There's nothing exciting happening in my life (except screwing the courier thing in the office well i am over that mistake now) but still why such unasked for strange dreams occur i still cant figure it out.

It so happened in my one of the dreams in April that i and my best friend are going to sit in an exam in our college. I was going in my car with a driver we have newly hired to get some books from the market. I went there and had a chat with some of my friends (whom i have never met in my life but they did seem like friends) and came back to car. Then i went to my college and went to the examination hall and found myself sitting next to my friend. Then i suddenly remembered that i forgot my admit card at home! So i and my friend ran out to get it. The stairs turned spiral. Now thats something and i was about to be stopped by my uncle who i dunno what was doing there? and then we ran out of the gate and found my car and driver were gone. Now WHAT!! So i just turned around to get inside and cry my eyes out when this really smart thin guy in a sports car turned up wearing white shirt and blue jeans with his friend. I looked up at him quizzically when he gave me my admit card! Now how the heck he had it?? But i was relieved to get it back and i shook his hand and said "Thank You Very Much" and he BLUSHED!! Man i couldn't believe then i ran again back inside to my examination hall and we had just taken our seats when this harassed looking guy having one arm in the shirt other grabbing the answer sheet from the invigilator came inside the room and sat next to my friend's seat. We knew him from net but we have never met him before. He had crush on me so we all parted ways. After the exam was over i and my friend came out and discussed the paper and were arguing about whether the guy wanted to talk to her or me? Suddenly someone tapped us both from behind and he was standing there and telling us that he wanted to talk to us both. What did he wanted to say is beyond my thinking because i woke up after that.


Next dream happened lately about me and some people of my family having fun in this huuuuuuuggge garden. I dunno where we were and it all seemed like having a biig family picnic. There was a small hill that was bare of any flowers we were collecting but it had lots of grass. All of sudden the door of that hill opened(OMG a door in that hill!) and someone beckoned us all in it. The guy was older than all the kids around and he looked majestic in his dress that was all Indian from head to toe ( I mean typical Indian). So we were inside this hill and whatever we were in started moving. It was an underground train for god's sake!! it was all in purple and gold and the train was moving. We had cup of coffee and stuff to eat and when we reached the destination it was more beautiful place then i have ever seen. A biiiig garden with lots and lots of flowers with the fountains here and there. Before i could inquire where are we i woke up.

The another dream happened this morning. I was standing on a terrace when there was this person i have never met before came to me and asked me to help him. The problem was he had big scars on his face as if it was cut by knife or something. I touched him and the scars started disappearing. What did he face looked like after that is what i can't remember anymore. But this was something strange. Next dream Diary comes next month. Till then Sayonara.

Job

This post was supposed to be here on 10th of april but i am late in writing and posting it all because of stupid power cuts we keep on having. Anyways, its been a week since i have started this job in councelling and teaching IELTS and TOEFFL which is way better than my teaching in school. I was about to run around giving resumes in the schools for a job but this job saved me. All thanks to my teacher who approached me with it. All i have to do is sit in the newly opened office with a novel or my i-pod listening to music and wait for people to turn up for their aptitude tests to be conducted. Then in the evening i have to teach IELTS right now, no TOEFFL students at present. Well i am doing something at least.

The thing is the office is opened in an old home built during the British rule because of presence of a very elegant fireplace in the room we have our office in. But that doesn't make it look old as the three ladies i see every day who make me feel young. Too young actually. They own the place and they differ in ages but the thing that's same among all of them is extremely white hair. Seriously, that white hair will make my dad feel young. :D

There's this guy called Chandilal who is their servant. He has the duplicate keys of the office and he is responsible for getting our office and bathroom cleaned by a sweeper before i turn up in the morning. We don't refer him by his actual name. We just call him fat guy. How convenient! One day the owner came to our office and tried to understand what we were doing actually. She was informed by my boss and she kept nodding with every sentence my boss spoke. It made me feel as if she is trying to understand but not really understanding things. She told us to treat the fat guy like a dirt. So now we call him "that fat guy whom we are supposed to treat like a dirt". :D

Things are quiet there for time being. I am waiting for holidays of children to begin when they will be turning up for aptitude tests. Then i won't be reading novels or listening to music because of lack of time. I would like to have that kind of scenario. Hopefully everything goes well.

Dream Diary-1

Well i decided to have this dream diary because i have been having weird dreams for months now. I still remember some and forgot the others. For instance i realized i can dreamwalk even.. strange na! well there was this kid i had dream of playing with. That was the first time i met someone who told me that she know me and and she saw me in her dream playing exactly like the way i was doing then. that was freaking but i couldn't help wondering about dream walking thing.

Well after this dream i had another one in which i was in my grandma's home which going derelict with age.I was the only person walking through the gallery and seeing the once beautiful home now going to pieces. I heard a noise and went in that direction. The doors on my right were all locked. The third and the last door was open an inch. I peered through it and i was grabbed by my collar by a huge man and he started beating me with a wrench and i could only see my blood pouring from my head and stomach and other places. I could hear my bones breaking. The only question i had in my mind was that what did i do that he he is hurting me? When i heard 3 guys strolling and chatting ideally as if they own the place. They heard my shouts of help and they didn't even move quickly. Then somehow i ran and his behind them and then they kicked that big guy's ass. My mum turned up and she told me that i am being sent to the place i don't want to go. I was like noooooooo and i woke up.. Thankfully...

Well after this dream for a few days nothing happened but i dreamed again of a temple built underground a restaurant. It was built in the times of radha krishna.. There was a huge white shivling and pujari asked me to pour milk and water and clean it and stuff they usually do. After that i went upstairs and sat with a huge group of people who were all my friends and i could remember only Dhanusha my online friend whom i have never met before and she was soo thin can u believe it? well i talked to her and then the dream got over.

The same night after the dream above i had a dream of a huge yeti who wanted to go to moon and find another one of his clan. These yetis love music and protect the earth and they come in colours. Geez man people reading my blog might be thinking that i am mad or something but i am describing what i remember. And this yeti liked me and he could talk. We were talking about moon and going there after which i got exhausted and slept on his arm. when i woke up i mean really woke up i did feel exhausted... must be the effect to of seeing two dreams in one night.

Now the recent dream i had was of my getting a job in a school where teachers wore blue and red checked miniskirts with white shirts and navy blue blazers. I thought What The Heck!! Aren't students should be having the school uniforms and we teachers should be allowed to wear whatever we want?? now this is crazy but since the pay was good and kids liked me i was the part of the team. I made new friends there and school was quite far from my place and i was on scooty being driven by my friend whose face and name i forgot after i woke up.

Well after this i had a dream the night before. I actually had 6 dreams and i can remember only one now. It was because i had my really tough exam the next day and i kept on waking up every hour whole night, checked d clock and went to sleep again. It was a weird dream of my standing in rain and some hunk in black t-shirt soaking wet with his muscles showing off from it was trying to tell me something which was supposed to shock me and he wasn't getting the expected reaction. and we both were soaked to skin and he was telling me something calmly.. i woke up and now i cant remember that guy's face.. Strange...!!

I will keep writing new dream diaries whenever i get time. i forgot to mention about my being chased by a T-Rex in my hometown and i was the only person left in the whole empty town. The running thing in my dream made me feel the next day as if i was actually running. I was tired and it was my birthday. So more dream diaries soon!!