Sunday, May 23, 2010

Dream Diary-2

Well now i am having at least two dreams in a month.. I dunno why is this happening. There's nothing exciting happening in my life (except screwing the courier thing in the office well i am over that mistake now) but still why such unasked for strange dreams occur i still cant figure it out.

It so happened in my one of the dreams in April that i and my best friend are going to sit in an exam in our college. I was going in my car with a driver we have newly hired to get some books from the market. I went there and had a chat with some of my friends (whom i have never met in my life but they did seem like friends) and came back to car. Then i went to my college and went to the examination hall and found myself sitting next to my friend. Then i suddenly remembered that i forgot my admit card at home! So i and my friend ran out to get it. The stairs turned spiral. Now thats something and i was about to be stopped by my uncle who i dunno what was doing there? and then we ran out of the gate and found my car and driver were gone. Now WHAT!! So i just turned around to get inside and cry my eyes out when this really smart thin guy in a sports car turned up wearing white shirt and blue jeans with his friend. I looked up at him quizzically when he gave me my admit card! Now how the heck he had it?? But i was relieved to get it back and i shook his hand and said "Thank You Very Much" and he BLUSHED!! Man i couldn't believe then i ran again back inside to my examination hall and we had just taken our seats when this harassed looking guy having one arm in the shirt other grabbing the answer sheet from the invigilator came inside the room and sat next to my friend's seat. We knew him from net but we have never met him before. He had crush on me so we all parted ways. After the exam was over i and my friend came out and discussed the paper and were arguing about whether the guy wanted to talk to her or me? Suddenly someone tapped us both from behind and he was standing there and telling us that he wanted to talk to us both. What did he wanted to say is beyond my thinking because i woke up after that.


Next dream happened lately about me and some people of my family having fun in this huuuuuuuggge garden. I dunno where we were and it all seemed like having a biig family picnic. There was a small hill that was bare of any flowers we were collecting but it had lots of grass. All of sudden the door of that hill opened(OMG a door in that hill!) and someone beckoned us all in it. The guy was older than all the kids around and he looked majestic in his dress that was all Indian from head to toe ( I mean typical Indian). So we were inside this hill and whatever we were in started moving. It was an underground train for god's sake!! it was all in purple and gold and the train was moving. We had cup of coffee and stuff to eat and when we reached the destination it was more beautiful place then i have ever seen. A biiiig garden with lots and lots of flowers with the fountains here and there. Before i could inquire where are we i woke up.

The another dream happened this morning. I was standing on a terrace when there was this person i have never met before came to me and asked me to help him. The problem was he had big scars on his face as if it was cut by knife or something. I touched him and the scars started disappearing. What did he face looked like after that is what i can't remember anymore. But this was something strange. Next dream Diary comes next month. Till then Sayonara.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Job

This post was supposed to be here on 10th of april but i am late in writing and posting it all because of stupid power cuts we keep on having. Anyways, its been a week since i have started this job in councelling and teaching IELTS and TOEFFL which is way better than my teaching in school. I was about to run around giving resumes in the schools for a job but this job saved me. All thanks to my teacher who approached me with it. All i have to do is sit in the newly opened office with a novel or my i-pod listening to music and wait for people to turn up for their aptitude tests to be conducted. Then in the evening i have to teach IELTS right now, no TOEFFL students at present. Well i am doing something at least.

The thing is the office is opened in an old home built during the British rule because of presence of a very elegant fireplace in the room we have our office in. But that doesn't make it look old as the three ladies i see every day who make me feel young. Too young actually. They own the place and they differ in ages but the thing that's same among all of them is extremely white hair. Seriously, that white hair will make my dad feel young. :D

There's this guy called Chandilal who is their servant. He has the duplicate keys of the office and he is responsible for getting our office and bathroom cleaned by a sweeper before i turn up in the morning. We don't refer him by his actual name. We just call him fat guy. How convenient! One day the owner came to our office and tried to understand what we were doing actually. She was informed by my boss and she kept nodding with every sentence my boss spoke. It made me feel as if she is trying to understand but not really understanding things. She told us to treat the fat guy like a dirt. So now we call him "that fat guy whom we are supposed to treat like a dirt". :D

Things are quiet there for time being. I am waiting for holidays of children to begin when they will be turning up for aptitude tests. Then i won't be reading novels or listening to music because of lack of time. I would like to have that kind of scenario. Hopefully everything goes well.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Dream Diary-1

Well i decided to have this dream diary because i have been having weird dreams for months now. I still remember some and forgot the others. For instance i realized i can dreamwalk even.. strange na! well there was this kid i had dream of playing with. That was the first time i met someone who told me that she know me and and she saw me in her dream playing exactly like the way i was doing then. that was freaking but i couldn't help wondering about dream walking thing.

Well after this dream i had another one in which i was in my grandma's home which going derelict with age.I was the only person walking through the gallery and seeing the once beautiful home now going to pieces. I heard a noise and went in that direction. The doors on my right were all locked. The third and the last door was open an inch. I peered through it and i was grabbed by my collar by a huge man and he started beating me with a wrench and i could only see my blood pouring from my head and stomach and other places. I could hear my bones breaking. The only question i had in my mind was that what did i do that he he is hurting me? When i heard 3 guys strolling and chatting ideally as if they own the place. They heard my shouts of help and they didn't even move quickly. Then somehow i ran and his behind them and then they kicked that big guy's ass. My mum turned up and she told me that i am being sent to the place i don't want to go. I was like noooooooo and i woke up.. Thankfully...

Well after this dream for a few days nothing happened but i dreamed again of a temple built underground a restaurant. It was built in the times of radha krishna.. There was a huge white shivling and pujari asked me to pour milk and water and clean it and stuff they usually do. After that i went upstairs and sat with a huge group of people who were all my friends and i could remember only Dhanusha my online friend whom i have never met before and she was soo thin can u believe it? well i talked to her and then the dream got over.

The same night after the dream above i had a dream of a huge yeti who wanted to go to moon and find another one of his clan. These yetis love music and protect the earth and they come in colours. Geez man people reading my blog might be thinking that i am mad or something but i am describing what i remember. And this yeti liked me and he could talk. We were talking about moon and going there after which i got exhausted and slept on his arm. when i woke up i mean really woke up i did feel exhausted... must be the effect to of seeing two dreams in one night.

Now the recent dream i had was of my getting a job in a school where teachers wore blue and red checked miniskirts with white shirts and navy blue blazers. I thought What The Heck!! Aren't students should be having the school uniforms and we teachers should be allowed to wear whatever we want?? now this is crazy but since the pay was good and kids liked me i was the part of the team. I made new friends there and school was quite far from my place and i was on scooty being driven by my friend whose face and name i forgot after i woke up.

Well after this i had a dream the night before. I actually had 6 dreams and i can remember only one now. It was because i had my really tough exam the next day and i kept on waking up every hour whole night, checked d clock and went to sleep again. It was a weird dream of my standing in rain and some hunk in black t-shirt soaking wet with his muscles showing off from it was trying to tell me something which was supposed to shock me and he wasn't getting the expected reaction. and we both were soaked to skin and he was telling me something calmly.. i woke up and now i cant remember that guy's face.. Strange...!!

I will keep writing new dream diaries whenever i get time. i forgot to mention about my being chased by a T-Rex in my hometown and i was the only person left in the whole empty town. The running thing in my dream made me feel the next day as if i was actually running. I was tired and it was my birthday. So more dream diaries soon!!

Thursday, March 11, 2010

She Dwelt Among the Untrodden Ways


She dwelt among the untrodden ways
Beside the springs of Dove,
A Maid whom there were none to praise
And very few to love:

A violet by a mossy stone
Half hidden from the eye!
--Fair as a star, when only one
Is shining in the sky.

She lived unknown, and few could know
When Lucy ceased to be;
But she is in her grave, and, oh,
The difference to me!

William Wordsworth

Why Was Cupid a Boy?


Why was Cupid a boy,
And why a boy was he?
He should have been a girl,
For aught that I can see.

For he shoots with his bow,
And the girl shoots with her eye,
And they both are merry and glad,
And laugh when we do cry.

And to make Cupid a boy
Was the Cupid girl's mocking plan;
For a boy can't interpret the thing
Till he is become a man.

And then he's so pierc'd with cares,
And wounded with arrowy smarts,
That the whole business of his life
Is to pick out the heads of the darts.

'Twas the Greeks' love of war
Turn'd Love into a boy,
And woman into a statue of stone--
And away fled every joy.

William Blake

The Angel


I dreamt a dream! What can it mean?
And that I was a maiden Queen
Guarded by an Angel mild:
Witless woe was ne'er beguiled!

And I wept both night and day,
And he wiped my tears away;
And I wept both day and night,
And hid from him my heart's delight.

So he took his wings, and fled;
Then the morn blushed rosy red.
I dried my tears, and armed my fears
With ten-thousand shields and spears.

Soon my Angel came again;
I was armed, he came in vain;
For the time of youth was fled,
And grey hairs were on my head.

William Blake


Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Daffodils


I wandered lonely as a cloud
That floats on high o'er vales and hills,
When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host, of golden daffodils;
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.

Continuous as the stars that shine
And twinkle on the milky way,
They stretched in never-ending line
Along the margin of a bay:
Ten thousand saw I at a glance,
Tossing their heads in sprightly dance.

The waves beside them danced; but they
Out-did the sparkling waves in glee:
A poet could not but be gay,
In such a jocund company:
I gazed--and gazed--but little thought
What wealth the show to me had brought:

For oft, when on my couch I lie
In vacant or in pensive mood,
They flash upon that inward eye
Which is the bliss of solitude;
And then my heart with pleasure fills,
And dances with the daffodils.

William Wordsworth