Rain

I Hate Rains....Its a fact... It distresses me..It brings to mind depressing memories.. I wish I could be more like someone who laughs in adversity and bears it easily. I get the closed-in feeling during rains. I feel sadness  inside even though no event occurs to provoke it. But today i feel choked in sadness.. Something has happened. It may either change my life for worse or it may bring my life on track. The decision depends upon me. I wish I was a kid and the decision making was not in my hands. I wish to be in never-land where kids live free of decisions and living life to its fullest. I think wishing is not for me. As a rule I am not supposed to make wishes. For if you ask for something you have to give something too.

I hope I might start loving the rain sometime in future.