Phoenix like did it rise,
From its own ashes,
it had disappeared into,
The ruins of the past,a void so dark,
That even the seven hued beauty of the bows of the rain,
Did all seem to fade in it.
Yet did it rise, so magnificent and erect,
as if to regain its splendor back,
And cherish that one little word,
That this world doth all move holds,
Sweeter than even the bliss itself,
"HOPE"- the light of a glorious dawn.

Lone rider perched on thy hilltop
Protector of the land you call your own
Hero of justice, Wielder of might
Your mystery to be told is a treasure to behold

Riding on thy noble steed
Breed from the strongest of beasts
Mighty wild uncontrollable, untamed
Faithful only to your reign

Legend speaks of you ,the mightiest of men
Roaming the fields with thy speed unmatched
In pursuit of evil to slay, innocence to save
Rewarded with nothing but fear and reverence with thou is lashed

Where thou comes from no one knows
Beyond the mist -mysteriously appear
With a sword as sharp as your mind
leaving nothing but dust at your hind

Shadow of death for those preying on the weak
Messiah for those you save from a ghastly fate
Thou words echo in every valley
EVIL DOERS BEWARE!

They say your sword is as mighty as thy word
But no one sees it and lives to tell the tale
A mystery only legend speaks of
Slayed an entire army with mighty gail

Oh lone rider! So fine thy mystery to behold!
No doubt your story will be told
about thy wisdom and thy sword
and the noble steed whose reins you hold

Kiddies

"I want to pway tompuuuter!!" That's what i get when i am too good with my eldest nephew -___-* I know kiddies are cute and i have a knack to handle them but still there's a limit to it all. The tragedy doesn't end here you know.. If you have a nephew in an Eight floor building then you have to find playmates for him too or else you are the bad aunt in front of him when you are tired and say no to end his nagging, then you are definitely a loser in front of him. The worst possible thing is the kid has got a taste for cards. He saw the elders playing cards and now he wants to play. I tried teaching him Uno and i kind of made him stop yelling for cards but that was temperory diversion. He yells " I want to play Blind, pack and show" -_______-|| This show of love for cards makes me think of the new generation that will witness this stuff and what they will say?? Probably " I have money and i wanna play even if i have to borrow it from mum" O_O may be..who can predict??


The kid was all worked up for my b'day party lunch and ordered (Yes he did order) my mum to cook macaroni, pizza and mini-burgers. My mum is fast one and she told him if you are coming here then you are gonna eat whatever i cook. That silenced him. We had chhola bhaturas though one of his fav. I thought the day will never end but the fresh demand to get kulfis for elders riled the little tyke. He went with me and in that grocery store he demanded to buy the new Ben10 Toy worth 170 bucks and i had only 100 on me. -_______-|| He was seriously pissing me with his demand and the sales lady was having a good time out of it. Thankfully he wanted to pee. Dad took him to a corner street and i bought whatever was needed and stashed back the toy and told the truth "No money left" and as if the kid won't give in.. "You will go back later on and buy it" :X *sigh* This was not the end of the tiring demanding day. I called my neighbour's kids and they had demand to have eatables. First pakodas and then papads. He didn't even eat half of them. Before he could make other demand the youngest of my neighbour kids peed on my bro's side of bed and then he said,"I wanna pee". Now that was hilarious since it was my bro's side :D but i would have bonked the kid if it would have been my side. ^_^**(somethings make us selfish no?) finally with the change of payjamas for the youngest(he wanted to run up the stairs naked below waist and i had to drag him back -____-||) my cutie little nephie poo left after 8 in the night. By that time my family was totally spent on running after him and giving in to his demands. See that's what my nephew gets.. And what about me?? My uncle and Aunts would have said, "Go Fish" -_____-**

Chetan bhagat

This all started with the release of chetan bhagat's new novel 'THE 2 STATES"

Swasti:- Hello! wassup?

Pinki (grumpy):- What??

Swasti:- What were u doing??

Pinki(irritated):- Was taking my nap? been tired of all the cleaning work. why?? what happened??

Swasti:- Oh! i didn't know that. I will call you later. (sniff)

Pinki(alert):- Wait a minute!! you have got cold?? or are you crying??

Swasti:- I was crying.

Pinki(sympathy):- Why? what happened??

Swasti(Starts crying):- I have been reading chetan bhagat's new novel and it hit home (bawls out)

Pinki(startled and thinks ) If she is getting all bawled on this book i guess i will be crying on the pages literally then.

Its ok stop crying. Just don't worry ok?

Swasti:-when u read this book, try not to cry. ok?

Pinki(Worried) :- All right i will try my best now please dont cry.

Swasti:- Ok i won't. you go to sleep and don't worry.

Pinki(reassuring):- ok bye

Swasti:- bye

Pinki(thinking) i will try to avoid reading the book if i dont want my water buckets to fill.

Pinki's mum(yelling):-U missed out that cobweb in that corner!!

Pinki:- Oh man!! I am not cleaning it now for the life of it. I need some sleep after all that work you made me do today on pretext of Diwali cleaning. Lemme sleep!!

(turns around and sleep)

Pinki's mum:- Now whats wrong with her??

Bro:- Its your call. Since i cant help you people out in your work she is alone so she is all worked up. Give her a break for a while will you?? she has her own issues to solve.

Pinki's mum:- I'll make her clean that cobweb and make her kill the spider.

pinki(Under the covers):- As if i will.

Happy Diwali!!

One year down from last Diwali which was quite uncomfortable and teary for me. No thanks to my Mum. Same this time too. All she did was mention certain subjects i hate to even think about and she starts my circuits getting shocks and too much energy. So this time i indulged in working on some stuff to b prepared on Diwali. For instance a kalash i bought for 25 bucks and i had this sudden urge to paint it. And according to my desire i painted it with poster colours and it got the llok i wanted. Something different as i am in my family. But the intervention of my mum made me think on my choice twice. I had to borrow acryllic colours and paint it again. And the result was what i so not wanted. After some glittery effect i got it totally traditional one. All right i agree that it is traditional but the problem is many people go for traditional on special occassions. So Why not something different for change?? girls wear suits in different style and mainly on Diwali because its traditional, guys wear sherwanis and sometimes formal pant suits,because its formal but is a part of tradition these days.


Anyways, always following tradition makes some people like me feel that some minor changes will add to the enjoyment of the festivities. People, People , People!! Happy Diwali to all those people who are reading this. Enjoy !! :)

End of Happy Days

See i wrote before that my new beginnings are always bad ones. What else could b worst than landing up with a new principal of our college who almost banned jeans for girls in college and thanks to her i am proud of government intervention for the first time in my 23 years of short life. I thought i was going crazy with all this syllabus and friendship troubles but i can never compete with the madness of our college principal.

She gave the authority to clerks of administration office to check the bags of girls whenever they can. How dare she!! this gave free reigns to the employees to lay there foul hands on whatever they can touch. If they came across a student's mobile, it ended up with being sold and the money being split 50-50 among them. As if this was not enough they pawed on private objects brought by students. One incidence that stopped this was about a muslim girl's ornament being taken from her. She and her family had a nice meeting which made the doormen twitching hours later. The staff member returned the ornament through a third person and then the checking bag system was done with.

Now as if this torment was not enough the Principal made a rule that teachers will take only 2 days leave in a month. How stupid!! Teachers who are pursuing higher degree courses have to travel country for their research work. How could she expect them to be back in 2 days time??she is one hell of a b****.

well things were ok as far as this goes but she went beyond the limits when she slapped a girl for talking on mobile outside college premises. She was using the mobile outside not inside but still... she suspended the girl too. A whole class of political science girls is on verge of suspension for not turning up in the class at 9 Am. Well that's expected. And she followed a girl to a PCO across the street and suspended her for using its services. If she would have put the same amount of effort in getting the shop closed that sells Pan masalas and what not and a adda for roadside romeos and men who stalk girls it would have been commendable.

She has issues with the Department of english and students of the same department for God knows what reason. And not a single day passes out without having a sigh of relief that one more day gone without her plunging for our throats. I will be happier as soon as i leave this college. This last year has proved that it's the worst year of my life where my friendship and college life are concerned. I hope and wish that my love life shouldn't meet the same fate.

An Unforgettable rainy day!!

yes coming from me rainy day that too unforgettable is kind of miracle. Y? because i don't like rains. When i get drenched i get a headache, so my apprehensiveness for rains. Well as a kid i loved it but since i grew up out of my teens i never like it much giving me the claustrophobic feeling. I still can't find the reason though.

Well i got this rainy day on 11th August. Quite a nice day it was but i was locked up studying in my room for my Back paper. It was sunny and i had this bad idea of going out and get my stuff photocopied for no valid reason. I could always ask my dad or bro to get them done for me. But still i went out and got my work done. By the time i came out of the shop it was raining hard. So a nice thought of getting shelter in a friend's place came and i went there to find her home locked -___-**
What else could i ask for now. So had to walk out in rain which made my happy time go all depressive on me. And i let those depressive thoughts ride on my mind. What a bad beginning of the year and all that crap which i never thought i will indulge in. But in the end i ended up shivering,right outside my door with thoughts of weird and empty life and tears down my eyes that were thought of as rain drops by my mum.


(ended up getting worst headache too -_____-||)